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All previous memories to me is what pearl to a shell
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热8已有 1335 次阅读  2012-11-18 17:39   标签:  first  Recently  previous  friends 


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Recently, one of friends from 5 years ago when I was a sophomore student re-contact me; which brings all memories in college flooded me in a sudden. 

It's when I was 20 that we first know each other and also first time to know gay things. I like him however he seemed don't feel the same way. We met for several times and nothing happened. And this haunted for me for quite a long time till now and could be regarded as one of my frustrations. 

5 years later, I am no longer previous me. I've transfered myself from complete bottom to a half top by losing weight as a confidence enhancer in the first place. And I have to say I really go through a hard time. Also I realize much clearer how gay people react the appearance alteration. 

Next week, we make an appointment for a dinner. I believe this will end the thoughts haunted me for the past 5 years. It seems recently I meet lots of friends from 4 or 5 years ago. And all these friends are those whom I never had sex with. On the contrary, those we loved totally disappeared as time goes by.

All previous memories to me is what pearl to a shell. They are painful but priceless when u look back. Treasure all your feelings and all the friends no matter loose contact or not. 
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  • aishixuwu 2012-11-18 18:21
    我的英语水平仅限于看懂，无法用英语回复。
  • AnonymousX 2012-11-18 18:32
    I just want to remind you that your grammar is horrible, and I simply do not have the impetus to read on.
  • aishixuwu 2012-11-18 18:34
    transformation？
    easy or hard？
    i think it is unbliverble
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 18:43
    AnonymousX: I just want to remind you that your grammar is horrible, and I simply do not have the impetus to read on.
    Thanks for your kind remind. U are not the first person to remind me of grammar stuff. But I have to say all these are presented in a way of oral English. Kinda my heart speaks rather than I write deliberately. I just compose whatever came to my mind. So i apologize for inconvenience to you. You could just neglect my stuff.
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 18:44
    aishixuwu: 我的英语水平仅限于看懂，无法用英语回复。
    thanks 4 ur attention, good luck to u, buddy.
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 18:44
    aishixuwu: transformation？
    easy or hard？
    i think it is unbliverble
    not easy, but i did it. And i like the status right now.
  • aishixuwu 2012-11-18 18:52
    坏毛毛: not easy, but i did it. And i like the status right now.
    哦，那就好，也谢谢你关注我，有空常交流
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 18:53
    aishixuwu: 哦，那就好，也谢谢你关注我，有空常交流
    Why not? LOL. We could talk as friends.
  • T20120808 2012-11-18 19:11
    much better。May you are on a ro l l
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 19:14
    T20120808: much better。May you are on a ro l l
    we all make changes as time goes by.
  • cloud119 2012-11-18 20:08
    同为胖子减肥成功的，十分赞同人们对外貌的注重这一点，不过并不是gay如此，直的也一样
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 20:16
    cloud119: 同为胖子减肥成功的，十分赞同人们对外貌的注重这一点，不过并不是gay如此，直的也一样
    Yes, people all seek for good things. All can be understood. Since we have similar experience of losing weight, I believe you should have a horrible past. People wouldn't change without a reason.
  • 王一夫.Yves 2012-11-18 20:37
    amazing, but i want to no that do you wanna have sex with this guy you liked before? I mean, one night stand.
  • cloud119 2012-11-18 20:42
    坏毛毛: Yes, people all seek for good things. All can be understood. Since we have similar experience of losing weight, I believe you should have a horrible
    不horrible，只是没现在这么有异性缘而已，这该笑还是哭呢
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 21:01
    cloud119: 不horrible，只是没现在这么有异性缘而已，这该笑还是哭呢
    be happy, why not sad? LOL. I have to say congratulations to u.
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 21:03
    dixinyouxia: amazing, but i want to no that do you wanna have sex with this guy you liked before? I mean, one night stand.
    No, if that thing happens, everything will be ruined. Never have sex with an old friend.
  • cloud119 2012-11-18 21:04
    坏毛毛: be happy, why not sad? LOL. I have to say congratulations to u.
    可惜我纯gay，妹子完全没吸引力
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 21:06
    cloud119: 可惜我纯gay，妹子完全没吸引力
    At least people will never neglect u any more. Just enjoy this.
  • 王一夫.Yves 2012-11-18 21:11
    坏毛毛: No, if that thing happens, everything will be ruined. Never have sex with an old friend.
    sorry, i seems that i get it wrong.
  • cloud119 2012-11-18 21:13
    坏毛毛: At least people will never neglect u any more. Just enjoy this.
    以前也不会嫌弃啊，其实这和自己的性格有关哦，不要太责怪本人，我身边有从小到大都胖，现在也胖的人，还是女生，但是无论男女我们都喜欢她，因为她性格超爽快，一点都不做作不娇气。男生都喜欢和她玩。
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 21:48
    cloud119: 以前也不会嫌弃啊，其实这和自己的性格有关哦，不要太责怪本人，我身边有从小到大都胖，现在也胖的人，还是女生，但是无论男女我们都喜欢她，因为她性格超爽快，
    God is fair and even and always open another window for his kid.
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-18 21:50
    dixinyouxia: sorry, i seems that i get it wrong.
    It's not easy to keep a friendship, so just cherish it.
  • 王一夫.Yves 2012-11-19 16:11
    坏毛毛: It's not easy to keep a friendship, so just cherish it.
    矮马，虽然学英文的，但是还是中文顺口，我是会错意了，因为我之前以为这些朋友四五年没有联系，然后这个朋友之前好像也不是像你喜欢他一样喜欢你，现在会主动联系是因为你的改变的关系，但是事实不是这样的。that's all。
  • njydaxing 2012-11-19 22:22
    为什么喜欢用英语呢
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-19 22:35
    njydaxing: 为什么喜欢用英语呢
    i just like it. This is one thing i insist for more than 10 years.
  • 张小小良 2012-11-20 08:37
    AnonymousX: I just want to remind you that your grammar is horrible, and I simply do not have the impetus to read on.
    absolutely
  • njydaxing 2012-11-20 22:32
    坏毛毛: i just like it. This is one thing i insist for more than 10 years.
    好习惯啊 不过太不修边幅了 虽说是比较口语化 不过越来越随便有可能到最后中国人外国人都看不懂
  • 坏毛毛 2012-11-20 22:39
    njydaxing: 好习惯啊 不过太不修边幅了 虽说是比较口语化 不过越来越随便有可能到最后中国人外国人都看不懂
    sure, i ll take ur advice. Thanks anyway.




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