Last night,i masturbated again.Though i had made a determination that wouldn't do that thing again. At one time, i addicted myself in masturbating,almost once a day.I was only a adolescent about twelve yeas old. Seeing shot sofe pubic hair beginning to grow around my cock, i feel so excited and learnt how to ejaculate semen to get the climax feeling.These is a handsome man who was just got married living behind my house. In summer ,he always wore a  tight briefs taking a bath in the balcone. He is tall and sexy ,having a perfect figure and sexy breast.His briefs  was always bulging.I heard that he had been in the army for a time.Maybe that's why he has such a good figure and  is so masculia .At dusk when he taking a bath ,I hide myself in a window, watching his washing body.Every time when he put his hand into his briefs washing his big cock,i felt so excited and masurbated……

    At that time, i learnt to masurbate by using the sexy knicker.

    Now there is a sequel.Every time i make love with others, i ejaculato praecox."So quick",every one said to me,sometimes only a few seconds.I feel  extremely worried and suspect that i have masturbated so much during my early years.

     But having seen the salacity/pornographic/sexy/carnal pictures and movies,i felt so excited that couldn't fall asleep. I wantes to masturbate to make me tired.I don't know why i choose this way.And i wander whether other people around me are doing the same thing.But i seem to be the only one.