4.11 

Just jumping down  and then flying up from the bottom.

If not jumping, if being filled with fear, nothing would happen, and no one would appear.

If knowing that we would die alone any way, why not at least living with a bit more dignity.

More openness. 

More music and sunlight.

More prayers.

Allowing is important.

Allowing to enter that dark alley you have never explored before,

The music that you have always judged.

The faces that you have always escaped from .

The eye contact you have always turned away from.

running wildly for an hour or two 

being carefree for a day or two 

trust myself. 

I can afford it.